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2006-03-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

hokay. i have a bruise on my leg. which hurts when i walk. today went to NYP for pitch training. never see tammy ah. TRAINING SUPER SHORT ONE. burn under the sun, watch girls play. fun.

band band band. the reason why i dun wanna come anymore is that i dun wanna play for concert. its in july and way before july i want to STUDY. i went for band during school holidays work hard for HAWAII.... i did lots of stuffs such as STOCKCHECKING WHICH WAS A CHORE...... come back band just to arrange instruments hunt down missing instruments never get to go out with my friends.... wasn't this responsibility ? u mentioned about hawaii.... i swear i worked hard and attended band practices FAITHFULLY. then in 2006.... u wanted to go japan instead.... nvm.... i still worked hard in band... then u CANCELLED IT all of a sudden. honestly... i feel CHEATED. i dun blame anybody really.... but if therez really not enough support from the band itself i noe the plan cannot continue. but i dun blame myself either cuz i was supportive of it... i was the first few to pay the 500 bucks deposit. so now i joined hockey its not because i hate band so much. i wanted to join hockey since last year...... BEFORE HOLIDAYS. but i know that it will clash with band pracs. so i didnt join. COMMITMENT ? yes. then now MR conductor talks abt me not being committed and joining another CCA. what are u trying to prove ? so im suppossed to go for band faithfully like last time and work towards what ? its aimless. im sorry i want to leave in an abrupt but if u guys still find it hard to accept then its jz too bad kae. i noe iv gotten some things done in band. my conscience is clear.

and right now in HOCKEY. aim : getting the spot in the school team.

FINALLY... holidays. been looking forward to this. i need this break. thank you.<>

2006-03-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

hokay. i have a bruise on my leg. which hurts when i walk. today went to NYP for pitch training. never see tammy ah. TRAINING SUPER SHORT ONE. burn under the sun, watch girls play. fun.

band band band. the reason why i dun wanna come anymore is that i dun wanna play for concert. its in july and way before july i want to STUDY. i went for band during school holidays work hard for HAWAII.... i did lots of stuffs such as STOCKCHECKING WHICH WAS A CHORE...... come back band just to arrange instruments hunt down missing instruments never get to go out with my friends.... wasn't this responsibility ? u mentioned about hawaii.... i swear i worked hard and attended band practices FAITHFULLY. then in 2006.... u wanted to go japan instead.... nvm.... i still worked hard in band... then u CANCELLED IT all of a sudden. honestly... i feel CHEATED. i dun blame anybody really.... but if therez really not enough support from the band itself i noe the plan cannot continue. but i dun blame myself either cuz i was supportive of it... i was the first few to pay the 500 bucks deposit. so now i joined hockey its not because i hate band so much. i wanted to join hockey since last year...... BEFORE HOLIDAYS. but i know that it will clash with band pracs. so i didnt join. COMMITMENT ? yes. then now MR conductor talks abt me not being committed and joining another CCA. what are u trying to prove ? so im suppossed to go for band faithfully like last time and work towards what ? its aimless. im sorry i want to leave in an abrupt but if u guys still find it hard to accept then its jz too bad kae. i noe iv gotten some things done in band. my conscience is clear.

and right now in HOCKEY. aim : getting the spot in the school team.

FINALLY... holidays. been looking forward to this. i need this break. thank you.

2006-03-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

syazaa's a gangsta seh. hahaa... im scared. go beat up asri !

today was my first driving lesson. i got to drive on the circuit ! best.. he said i picked up quite fast. hopefully can pass early and dun have to waste money on this thing. then after that went ROBO's house to study with SAI and MISTER BO... hahaha... paranoid freak. they study school related stuff while i studied FINAL THEORY. wah... schoolwork not important ah.

can i be your friend ??

2006-02-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

had a great weekend.

saturday.

hockey as usual. few people turned up.taufiq came down. after that went to eat at T-Mart then study then went sai's house ! had sum fun with MSN and PS2... u LOST to me sin and sai ! haha. and thanks again sai for the pizza... was nice.

sunday.

after madrasah went to study. managed to get my bio done. evolution. mcqs were pretty okay but can't say the same for strucutred. sucks. long winded like writing compo. bedek ah. but its really long winded. then went to watch the girls' club match. interesting ah.... get to learn some stuffs.... DUTCH PLAYERS ARE GIGANTIC.... crescent girls can hit the ball. wow. they play really well. kae.... then went home ah... lazy to blog.

backstabbers. how could i have expected that the person i trust could not be trusted ? u were'nt helping me at all man. thanks a lot.

2006-02-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

im sorry if i freaked you out. having fun hurts sometime. haha. i dun realise that i can actually freak people out. unintentionally. heartbreaker. confused. i dunno. sometime telling things to bekal boys wun help at all. well, not all of them ah. this bring me to saturday. sisha night. okay la. had some fun. but if ur kasar to me when im not in the mood sorry ah. when im really down and stressed dun go overboard okay? thank you. =)

ionic equilibrium. HUH. hahaha. chem ah. dunno any nuts bout it.

basic theory exam. 3 more days. SAME day as bio SPA. toot. nvm... i have to do well for both and i will. see. confidence. and mr jimmy, thank you for NOT booking practical lessons with me and on the first day i have to find out where the bloody heck to report and all. hahaha.

hockey is making me dark. i dun like it when im too dark. and i bought a new hockey stick ! its a compo stick.. my FIRST compo stick... and i had FUN with it today. YEAH. saturday i didn play welkl AT ALL for hockey. maybe cuz my mind isn't clear. liek what mr samad said... when ur playing hockey u need to put EVERYTHING ASIDE. well.... i guess i forgot to do that on saturday.

im gonna sleep early today. be a good boy, tuck in early wake up early and dun be tired in school. no sleeping in lectures unlike TODAY. crap. out of 3 periods i think i slept for a total of 1 and a half period. crap. thats all.... good night people.

2006-02-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

valentine's day... i gave a rose to somebody that i like. wasn't that weird... execpt that... nevermind. i went through it ! hahaha. i made it ! =)

anyway, march is gonna be a tight month for me. gonna squeeze in everything plus hockey. i hope i can pass by may. may be wild.. but possible.

been feeling stressed out lately, i dunno why. schoolwork mainly ah. everything's goin by so fast... hey... give me time to grab some balls man. i sorta skipped school on monday. cld'nt be bothered to wake up. i've never felt this way since sec 1. when i had horrible results and bound for failure. what the heck.

hockey training today was lighter than usual. played soccer. i like to be in fahmi's team. we can connect somehow. i think. hahaha. bt yah.. was really fun ah today.

went to bubble tea shop after that with sai and sop... but it was CLOSED. so we grabbed a drink from 7-eleven and went home.

watched LOVE ACTUALLY. touched my heart man. didn't even realise there were actually TEARS rolling down my cheeks. HAHA. but yes. it was really touching ah.

kae. im gonna sleep now. lookin forward to progress after this day... after giving 'the rose'. hahaa.... i think shez cute.

2006-02-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

im gonna fail my skill A for chem. badly. hahaha. theoritical background ? what background do i possess ? hahaha. im dead meat. next week is spa... i'll see what i can do abt it.

had the annual road run last wednesday. ran 5km. the path seems never ending demmit. hahaha. whatta run.

kinda late lar... but i hope those who gt thier o level results today attained a decent or good result ! =)

tomorrow dunman secondary havin a carnival ! fund raising i think.... from 9 till 2 ! come come !

2006-02-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

wheeee... im now 18 ! time to learn hw to drive a CAR ! wahaa !

thanks to EVERYBODY who sent me birthday wishes ! from 12am till now ! haha... luv ya all LOTS man.... ! =) hehe...

well this is how i spent my birthday...

8am went to hockey training. was tiring ah.. and i hurt my thigh again. shldn't have forced myself after that beep test or whatever. i had a level 10.1. which is the standard that mr samad said to qualify for club games. back to today.... this fahmie guy trained us today. he was lots of fun. slightly relaxing ah. focused lesser on fitness.... after hockey went to bathe. i COULD NT EVEN BATHE IN PEACE. want to bathe keep on throwing wet tissue paper at me... HOW TO BATHE ! hahahaa... in the end i did lar... peacefully. no thanks ah to them. then after that me asri and hafiz went to tom's house for new year celebration with the class ! sort of... hahaa... i got an hong bao ! yay. tom is nice ! =) played some games.... daidee.... then went to meet sin and sop and sai at bedok interchange. ate mac cuz sai hungry. then went to town meet up with rob hadi and ili and arep and jimmy. at city hall mrt platform they gave me their birthday present. they bought me an ORANGE cap, an ORANGE shorts (which they purposely bought a few sizes bigger), a 3/4 length ORANGE socks, a weird looking ORANGE shirt and an ORANGE furry ball. ORANGE. hahahahaha. i wore them ALL execpt the socks ON THE PLATFORM WITH ALOT OF PPL LOOKING and they took pics of me ! wahahahah. muz b one of the wackiest things that i hav ever done ah. haha.. then rob and ili went off.... we went to town... caught the chingay.... ate FRIED MARS BARS again... basically jz walked around and do stupid things ah eh. hahaha.

kae then at home... my younger gave me a shirt... quite nice looking.... cute ah he.. buy something for me. hahaha. his bday is in 6 days. duno what tto get yet.

alright. must really thank the bekal boys for the day out. i appreciate it ! =)

18 and wiser. i hope. bleah.

2006-01-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

feeling better now already. but not 100% yet.

went out with the bekal boys again. hmm.. didn't turn out so well in the end. everybody became emo. hah. anyway, the DEEP FRIED MARS CHOCOLATE BAR IS THE BEST THING I'VE TASTED MAN. wow. melted mars chocolate in ur mouth, plus the ice cream. ahhhh. nice nice. u HAVE TO TRY IT AT LEAST ONCE IN YOUR LIFETIME. haha. really man. really worth the 3 bucks.

tomorrow's 1st of feb. closer to hockey tournament and hawaii trip. this is where its gonna get tough.

kinda late lar... but HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!! =)

2006-01-25T09:09:00.000+08:00

i've been sick. for over a week now. no thanks to mr hafiz. didn't go to school last thursday and today. finally succumbed to it. why ? because after running 8 laps round the track with a 16 min cap, you do try to run 2 and a half laps within 3min 45 secs. for me... too much man. sooo.... the same thing happened after every hockey prac for the past week. went home and got a fever and straight to sleep. hehx.

i shall be seeing the doctor later i guess.

yay. the longggg weekend is coming up ! catch up on some work... maybe have some fun at my cousin's bbq.

thats it for now i guess. take care of urself !

2006-01-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

i've made up my mind.

monday - band (if therez any..) after bio extra classes

tuesday - hockey after tuition

wednesday - band

thursday - hockey after chem extra lessons (if there is one... )

friday - band

saturday - hockey then dunman alumni

yes. shh. enough. this is my final decision. i want to go to hawaii and i want to make it into the hockey team.

i'll somehow try and fit driving licence classes and all as soon as i turn 18. commitments. those are my commitments.

just came back from caldecott hill.... watched campus superstar support shermaine my classmate ! haha... must vote for her ah u all... ! yes... u must be asking what te hell am i doing there. i dun understand a thing... yes... but its just to support my classmate. she sings quite well actually... kinda surprised. hav yet to hear her twin sing but they say shermaine's better. dunno lar.

kae.. im off. sleep time.... zzzzzz...

2006-01-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

raining for the past many many many days and its cold.

do not ever get caught in the rain and try to cycle to school. u would end up VERY wet.

anyway... i caught NARNIA this week. very nice story.... watched it with shamus, faiz, shafiq, sheila, xueying, eugene and malaysian boy firdaus. we slacked for awhile... i was tired after playing hockey. so i was abit quiet ah. sorry eh...

hari raya haji... was okay. got to see my cousins whom we did not go out over the holidays and she said we wld prolly go out on one of the sundays but i think we'll never go out anyway. hah. long statement but its true. i think.

hockey 4 times a week ? haha. plus 3 times a week band. im going nuts. shld i follow my heart ? or my friends ? is it gonna b worth sacrifising hawaii and ur passion for friends' sake ? i dunno. both the competition and trip to hawaii will be around the same time. i can't commit both really.

alumni practice tomorrow... lets see the turnout for tomorrow. hope its gonna be good.

im blogging in paragraphs. lots of them. which jz means that therez alots of things running thru my head right now.

kae.. enough for now. its THE WEEKEND. like finally. was getting worked up by schoolwork.

enjoy ur WEEKEND azfar.

2006-01-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

i've been having orientation for the past few days. which was why i did not update.

orientation sucked on the 2nd day. the eagles was like so dead me myself did not feel like talking to them. so i let them be. haha. so nothing much to blog there. the programme for that day wasn't that much fun either.

thursday was probably the 2nd best day of orientation. the eagles were ALIVE ! cheered alot. ate lunch with some of my OGMs. we played WET GAMES. haha. it was really wet cuz it was raining on that day. my OG won 3 out of 4 games. wohooo... they rocked. then we played water bomb and all that. i got dragged my 7 people into a pile of MUD. we all got dirty anyway. hahaha. the mud was everywhere on me.

yesterday was orientation night ! best day of orientation. eagles won best performance ! we were the 2nd best grp overall. yeaaahhhh.... must thank my NERDS. it was super nerdy especially marwin. hahahaha. i bet if u all were to look at him u would laugh ur butts off.

i will definitely miss my OG. kinda bonded with some of them alot. we shall see each other in school i hope.

so i guess its now back to REALITY. auugh. studying tests homework. its still too earlyyy.......

2006-01-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

i COULD NOT sleep for more than 3 HOURS last night.

it all started when i TRIED (in vain) to sleep at 11.30pm. i just tried closin gmy eyes and not opening them. nahh. didn't work. i just lied on the bed staring at the ceiling. for nearly 2 hours. and then i took out my headset, plugged it into the radio and i put in a classical music cd. hahaa ! it worked ! the last time i took a look at the clock was 3.30am. muahaha.. luckily i did not wake up late 2 hours later at 5.30am.

so anyway the evening before we were SUPPOSED to go for a council 'reunion'. BUT most of them backed out at the last minute over a stupid reason (i found it stupid). so me and fu xiang and firdaus decided to go anyway. we ate at SWENSENS. been quite sometime since i last ate there. enjoyed dinner with friends i've not met for quite some time.

being an OGL, the orientation SUCKED ALL THE ENERGY off from my body. me, rob, arep, mohsin and hadi were sleeping in the hall itself at the end of the day. too tired ah and we had to wait for a group to clear up some things also.

EAGLES 14. thats my OG. the OGMs didn't seem to be too responsive at the beginning of the day. after they've 'warmed up' i think they're fine. kinda like my group. most of them are outgoing la. gonna get to know them better over the next few days hopefully.

"i wanna be a TPJCian, i wanna wear the TP crest"

ITS IN MY HEAD !!! ahahhahaha... all the cheers...

oh ILI if ur reading this... ur weird ! hahaha... kidding... =)

2005-12-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

new year's eve. this shall be my last entry for the year 2005.

2005. lets see. started off the first 3 months at MILLENIA INSTITUTE TOH TUCK CAMPUS. i swear it was the greatest schooling days in my life. never before i had so much fun IN SCHOOL. haha.

and then came along the o level results, which was half for what i got for my prelims so naturally it came a shocker for me. could have gone to meridian but no. i chose tampines junior college. dun ask me why. haha. tampines junior college for me is hectic. studies were hectic, rush rush. i could'nt handle the fire. but hockey and band were fun. SYF 2005 GOLD. The concert in June and just recently on the 29th of december. BANDFEST. how could i forget that. made new friends and all. i hope i'll see the seniors around next year or i'll miss them BADLY. OGL. eagles. got to make more new friends though its kinda late. hehx.

all the new friends i've made in tpjc, 05S05, bekal boys, learning how to play the drumset, eating the not so nice food at the school canteen. they're all memories. one that i will cherish forever.

dun have time to blog. i need to go off real soon.

new year's resolution ? hmm.....

shall keep it to myself. =)

its nothing much.

till then..... goodbye 2005. 2005 has been a year to remember and not to forget.

welcome 2006.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

2005-12-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

i have not been blogging for the past few days because i was too busy with lottts of stuffs including my class chalet !! 4D.. i miss them.

lets start off with tuesday. was suppossed to go for OGL thingy from 9am to 5pm but instead need to go to a hockey friendly against M.I. the weather was nice at delta unlike the last time i was there. turned black after that day. anyway, match went okay lar... then went back to school at 1 plus. i showered and then went for a quick lunch with the guys and then came back for OGL. they were deciding on some cheers and then we played the amazing race. 20 STATIONS. hahaa... it was tiring. really. but it was fun. i kinda noe SOME of the people in my group, asri, pauline, hai ling, daphne, varun, adilah's twin (i do not know her name), vivian, kip hoe, chun hoe and a couple of pauline's classmates. so it isn't that bad. asri barely know 5 people in the group. hahaha. okay. so after OGL which ended at 5.30 i went back home to shower again and them went to the CHALET !

the chalet was at aloha loyang, bigger than costa sands at least. when i arrived by bike they had already started barbecuing the food. played PS2, cards and so on. the normal things u do at chalets. also found out that shannon was friends with carolyn. hahaha. okay, then at night we (me, andrew, long xin, sheila , xueying , shannon, huiqi, chun hoe and wan ling) went cycling ! from the chalet we went to simpang bedok. sheila was retatarted on the bike. she loses control easily and screams everytime people get too close to her or there is a slope. ahahhaha. kae. then we ate at simpang bedok and the prata was not nice. kinda dissapointing. then after that we cycled back to the chalet. during which i raced with long xin a few times like on the road outside tampines interchange. haha. she lost so she bought me a drink. hehx. was thirsty anyway. hmm.. then barely 30 minutes after reaching the chalet went cycling again this time with shafiq and taufiq to changi beach. we wanted to find bapoks for fun and we met 2 of them ! haahha.. wearing VERY revealing clothes. wahahaha. we sat down for awhile at a coffeeshop to get a drink then we went back to chalet. by that time it was already close to sunset.

so this probably explains why i didn't go for OGL the next day. yes. it was ENITRELY my fault for not turning up. i dozed off early in the morning and didnt wake up till much much later. i think this also made asi a lil bit angry cuz i promised him that i would turn up. oops. i was already dressed ready to go but i fell asleep AGAIN. nvm... i explained to him already and he said hez okay. =) so most of the time on wednesday i spent it on dozing off. but at night i went for alumni practice. which i came only at 6. dr lee was not present cuz he was sick or something so we practiced as a band with the other 2 conductors. practice ended REALLY REALLY late, 11 plus. so after that i cycled back to the chalet. by the time i reached there were less tahn 20 chicken wings left... that was the only food left for the bbq. hahaa.. managed to grab 3 pieces though. darren can really bbq. chickens were nicely bbqed. this time around didn do much night cycling. i only cycled with sheila while faiz and eugene walked. we wanted to go to the mangrove swamp but sheila was too scared so eugene and faiz went in while me and sheila cycled elsewhere. we ended up sitting on the rocks by the beach while waiting for them to come out. they joined us when they were out and so did shamus. we spent sometime talking there and after that we went to the playground. hahahaa... we played with lotsa things there and then at one of the 'rides', faiz sat there clinging on to the pole and shamus spun him around ALOT of times at a fast speed. ahhahaahahha. faiz was so sick from it that he puked a few times i think and he did not hav any mood to play anymore. lol. we hanged around at the playground on top of the hill. we talked for awhile and i ended up SLEEPING. hahaahhaa. was too tired la. had a concert the next day anyway. anyway when i woke up it was already sunrise ! i think i slept for a good 2 hours while the rest of them were talking bout i dunno what. was nice of them not to wake me up. hehx. then we wanted to eat at mac but faiz, as i had said earlier on, was too sick and he wanted to go back to the chalet. so all of us went back to the chalet. after that half of those present ate breakfast at mac and burger king and then went home while the other half was still at the chalet. i ate with them then went back to chalet, played some dai dee then went home. got ready for the concert and went for band.

the lorry for the bulky instruments came late again. whats with lorries and coming late. niways, the driver and his workers were some kind of ahbengs. freaky sia. the driver looked like a skinhead and almost all of them had tattoos.

anyway. therez nothing much to blog about at singapore conference hall (SCH). the so called VIP ROOM was freakishly small. i think its the size of my house storeroom. hahaha. and it was used to share among the clarinet section.

concert was okay. i liked orient express.... i also like christmas festival where we had a combine band and choir performance. the feeling was really nice. never had such an experience before.

so i came back from the concert and once i reached home i slept. can't blame me for doing so after nt getting enough sleep for 2 nights. hehx.

okay. nw im gonna reply the people who tagged me.

shikin : since thailand is fun to u and me.... why dun u bring me there next time. i wanna explore other parts of thailand !

mmc : SG$1 = 400 baht
40 baht = SG$0.10
10 baht = SG$0.025

hey ! ur right ! its not 40 cents ! hahahaha. =)

iamsam_not : u can't even buy ice cream with 40 cents. maybe 4 phone calls. heh heh.

ili : hullo !! i really hope im not. family leader or something right u. hahaha. lets hav fun nx week ! =)

veronica : u AGAIN ! ahhaha. so if i keep on tagging u and u tag me back. WHEN WILL IT END ?! hahaha....

2005-12-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

1 month and i did quite alot of things.

bandfest.
bandfest was fun... yes... i made some new friends here and there. i think im closer to the acs and acjc guys nw than before. i dreaded to play 1st clar parts for bandfest initially, but after this i kinda gained more confidence. yeah. SPARKE band.. hahx. mr oura and dr lee.. i think this band had the better conductors. they had charisma, passionate in conducting but i think our band didn play mr oura's piece that well. but overall i think it was okay. through bandfest i think i made friends with this person in the weirdest way possible. but i think nw its not THAT weird anymore.

bangkok.
went on holiday there. the weather was nice and cool at 22 deg celcius unlike singapore, freakin hot. went on a shopping spree, rode on a elephant, theme park, floating market and so on. i find it hard to talk to the thai people cuz most of them speak limited english. oh... bargaining is fun too. u can lower prices from 500 baht to 200 plus baht. bought some stuffs for my friends.... new bag.. shirts... belt... some other accesories.

today i went to work again. working on a public holiday is chaotic. there were lots of customers and just the few of us, so most os us ended up being cranky. but it was funny. then some of us including me nearly slipped and fall cuz the floor was slippery. hehx.

2005 is coming to an end. and i know 2006 will be harsh for me. i have my own personal problems which i will not dwell on here in my blog. i dunno how im gonna survive for the next few years. its not my studies im talking about if u think im talking bout that. nx year i must save money at all costs. hehx.

mebbe i'll put my new year's resolution here soon.

tpjc alumni havin concert THIS THURSDAY. buy tickets leh. buy buy. 10 baht. singapore conference hall. 7.30 pm. concert combine with choir from i dunno where. playing orient express and some christmas songs. come come......

2005-11-28T03:42:00.000+08:00

getting paid rox !

after working (yes, i worked) saiful's dad sent me ashraf and jimmy home. as i was crossing the road, this cute girl (and shez chinese... which u noe what it means... haha) dropped off a cab. so i was like stalking her lar. then somehow... she lives in the same block as i do. after she pressed for the elevator, she stepped in and SHRIEKED. why ? cuz she saw a cockroach ! hahaha. i was like "hey hey... relax lar... its only a cockroach ! " she sorta giggled. so being a hero, i pressed for the elevator to go up without us. so we waited for the next elevator.

we went in.. i started the conversation by asking which floor she lives in... then she asked me where i went as it was like 1am ? so i said i worked. then she said "in those clothes (referring to my baju kurong)?" then talked abit more. when it reached level 6, i said "hey.. u take care alright ?" then when i was getting off.... she said "gd nyte... u take care too !" and "bye !"...

hahahaha.... its jz like in the movies man. cool. however, i doubt it would ever happen again. i doubt i will ever see her again.

oryte. im got cash to burn now. woohoo. life's a whole lot easier when u have money to spend. muahaha.

een

2005-11-13T05:34:00.000+08:00

been quite some time since i last updated my blog.

okay so here goes... i went out jalan jalan hari raya with the

malay peepx in my class S05, and tom. yah. he is sort of an

execption. haha. we went out last tuesday or wednesday. yup.

we hired a van (which i found out was rather expensive). but i

dun really mind paying lar. its much more convenient

considering some of us live in kembangan, bedok, tampines,

pasir ris and yes, woodlands. hahaa. so we had lotsa fun in

the small but cozy van. hmm... went to all of my classmate's

houses plus robo's house. selit. quite cool ah... all the diff

houses. yes. and i ate a lot too. too much i guess. gaining

weight man. not good. kae. so in the end went home at around

11 plus ?

then then....

friday ! first day i came back for band since.............. i dunno.

dr lee was there. he was rather in a good mood somehow.

band was okay. that day i realised lotsa thing.

1) im going for bandfest (i know this), but i did nt know that it was going to be in a few weeks time.

2) band concert on 31st december at esplanade. wow.

3) upcoming tune-ins.

yeah. i sort of felt guilty at not knowing all of this. bt nvm. at least im MORE aware now.

OH!

friday also marks the END OF PROJECT WORK ! =) no more

project work ! the end ! woooohooooohooooo !!! but sadly, i'll

miss my group members. we've been through ALOT these few

months (to me a few months of PW is like a few years). i think

we did well for PW. we can achieve that A grade !

friday friday....

oh yes. i also went to NCO camp POP. PRIS mei only told me

that there was POP on that day itself. she THOUGHT that i

would'nt go for the thing. but in the end i turned up. met

wilson, jiayi, jasmin, adeline and 2 other non-band guys at

newton. then went to CCABranch. PRIS and KARILYNN were

passing out of the camp. well, the display was nice. but the

band major's course did not play as well as my batch did.

hahaha. 29th NCO. seems like i lost contact with them. kae.

took some pics then went to cineleisure. to eat. i wasn't sp

hungry so i jz grabbed a drink. it was there that i found out hw

thick skin PRIS was. wahahhaa. u noe what u said ah PRIS.

hahaha. then went home in the train where JIAYI could not

stop laughing. i think she was sick. in the mind. ahhahaa. then

dropped off at pasir ris and sent PRIS home. i learnt that she

could walk with her eyes closed. amazing.

then after sending her off, went to the not so nearby bus stop.

waited for 89. i waited for like 15 mins when i realised

something. i looked at the time. it was 11.35pm. then i looked

at the bus directory at the bus stop. "APPROXIMATE LAST

BUS : 2317H".

i compared with the last buses for the other bus services...

most of them stretched till 12 plus am. hahahaha.. azfar

azfar.... what a fool u are. so i took a cab home instead.

and then... the cab driver was old. BUT HE DROVE LIKE A

YOUNG MAN DRIVING A RACE CAR. freaky man. at the

expressway, he was clocking like 120kmh ! at least it did not

crash. hehx. i reached home safely. thank god.

alright. time for some update on MYSELF.

- im ADDICTED to DOTA. (an online game based on warcraftII)

- im getting sick of being QM in band

- i have not started on my homework

- im STILL single (whats that for azfar ????) hahahhahahaaa...

thats all folks ! take care ! enjoy L I F E !

2005-10-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

mother tongue paper was... kinda hard...

part 1 was okay to me ah. always did much better for part 1 than paper 2. paper 2... ahhaha.. nothing much to say ah. the imbuhan part for question 10 was challenging. well.. just hoping for the best.

few more days to hari raya.. will b slacking around, helping out with chores. oh... i took my mass the other day. 59 kilos. wahaha. thats kinda heavy to me ah but im not overweight. far from it.

nothing much to blog about.. exactly 2 months of 'holiday' from tomorrow. wohoo.

2005-10-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

today was a super fun day.

ryte.. after school i went to town with some of the malay guys of tpjc.. we went wisma atria ! yeah.. shopped for our clothes..(and some hw i met KAREN there.. hehx) stupid abang JOE THOUGHT that he had a 20% voucher. well he had it, but it expired THE DAY BEFORE. wahaha. retarded. anyway, i think all of us bought something there, from topman and a few other shops. i think supmeh (hwever its spelled) was the biggest spender.. duno hw he had that much money..

after that went to break fast with my sec school friends ! quite alot of them turned up actually.. close to 15. cool... such a gd response. was kind of happy to see their faces... lame tak jumpe. i think all of them are still the same in their own unique crappy ways. break-fast at simpang bedok, we actually occupied a whole row of tables. haha. and we also celebrated hafiz's birthday. hes still with his girlfriend, of more than a year... hw cool is that. super faithful.

went to geylang (yeah... again). walk around ah. then while walking around we met the tpjc MCS students... smack in the middle of the bazaar. so it was like a mini reunion right there.. hahaa.. cuz my sec sch frenz also noe them.

left geylang around 10.30 ? yeah.. took 21 with marlia, wahidah and syaz. talked crap in there. mostly about MI. hahaa.. 2 of them are in there.. so thats it lar.

1 more week !

2005-10-26T04:30:00.000+08:00

its around 4.30am ryte now. gonna eat soon.. can't believe it man... only a few days left of fasting, then its hari raya !! wooohooo.

and this monday is mother tongue AO level exam.. im still nt that prepared for it yet... hecks.. i jz need a pass and i dun need to take it again nx year.

i meeting the dunman guys at tampines small mac later on at 5.30 to break fast together. hope it'll b a good turnout. the last time we went out as a big group was that chalet. looking forward to this.

other than all that, im actually feeling stressed. my chem sucks. and they've been teaching more and more new stuffs. which i dun really understand. SO, i WILL have to work on my chem over the holidays. hopefully gonna study with liyana and hafiz and asri. im gonna get an A for the sch reopening CT. yeah. fat hope azfar. =p

2005-10-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

just now went with the malay peepx in my class.. break fast together ! yep.. cannot imagine hw closely bonded we are now. especially with zi xiang. yep. he came along with us too. we break-fast somewhere near geylang. the food was quite nice and relatively cheap. lets see... after that we went walk around geylang ! quite fun ah.... walked around... layana joined us abit later cuz of somethings. we met lotsa 'chicks' man... hahaha... ;p they would noe what i mean.

then after that asraf, sarah and adilah went off home first already. so the rest of us (hafiz, asri, layana, zi xiang and kia) decided to play pool nearby. reach there already kia put on make up la. leceh. spend so much time in the toilet. then after that played pool ah. after all that waiting she went off even b4 we could finish a game as her boy-the-friend had arrived to fetch her. so she left. the rest of us played pool. layana quite gd actually, for a girl. she has accuracy even though she is not that tall.... ya la ya la... i noe i nt tall also lah... after that we went home.

as we left the building we saw bus number 7 coming and we immediately flagged the bus and boarded it. so all of us went to bedok interchange. by the time we reached there it was already like 11.30 pm. kinda late. while in the bus layana say she scared to go home alone cuz got BIKER guys under her block la... hafiz SCARED to use the overhead bridge near his house. nonsense ah these ppl.. hahaha.. anyway...ALL of us accompanied layana till her void deck. then there wasn't any BIKER guys or wadever. and shez also scared to take the lift so she used the stairs. pape ah... hahaha... then zi xiang walked home (though the distance is quite far) and me asri and hafiz took cab home. send asri to his home in bedok, then hafiz in tampines then me in pasir ris. by the time reached my hse the cab fare was blardee EX. cuz there was this 20% midnite surcharge. nvm ah. ikhlas.

aitex... gonna sleep now...

things to do later on :

9am : PW at wee keat's hse. keat keat liang teh.
arnd 10.30am till god knows when : AUDITING of band instruments. i hate this.
6pm : break-fast together with the malay community of TPJC
night : night soccer... hopefully... if i still hav the mood to play.

2005-10-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

im promoted ! no conditional promotion or wadever... wohoo... although its kinda scrape through... its a start ryte ?

i'll work hard.. hopefully. though i need much help in my chem. tuition ? i might not hav the time and im jz lazy. goin for maths and chem tuition at the same time. kinda havoc man. duno lar. its also costly. haix. nvm. i'll see what i can do abt it. would be revising chem over the holidays.

next monday is my grps OP dry run. at least today we gt started on it but its only draft. and today liyana and adilah both came. yay ! its been a long time since the whole grp got together.

wun b going online too often.. hav to do my PW first..

ciao ~

2005-10-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

promo results... muahafor MY standard... i think i did quite okay.. way better than common test... i have 2 As and 1 AO... which means i passed my bio and maths at A level and MT at AO level.. yes.. i PASSED BIO !! woooo... but today... i received my GP paper... i flunked it.. yep.. i could'nt blif it.. i could accept it if i had failed bio or maths but i did not expect to fail GP so badly... dissapointing... well.. i HOPE i can get promoted... without all those "conditional" promotion crap...

so overall im HAPPY lar... mugging works... pay attention in class... DO YOUR TUTORIALS... DUN SKIP LECTURES... it pays off.. =)

hmm.. i was surfing the net just now.. came across the schools ranking on the MOE webbie.. dunman secondary is in band 4 now ! damn happy man... moved up from band 8... my batch did very well.. we are in the same band as temasek sec and we beat our 'rival' ngee ann sec...

i thought i cld start enjoying post promo period... but i still hav PW... nx week is the dry run for oral presentation... and i have not started anything yet... great.

2005-10-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

my siemens phone.... went kuckoo.. screen went blank... well.. that was a few days ago lar.. so i sent my phone for repair at bugis junction yesterday. hafiz and asri accompanied me there.

then..... the lady told me that there might be a chance that the whole memory would be wiped out. augh. i store my enite phonebook in that phone (cause the sim card cld not accomodate all the entries). so now i've lost ALL your contacts... from primary sch frenz to sec school frenz and teachers to jc frenz... haiz.. nvm ah.. slowly find all the contacts.. one by one.. kae. then after that went to play pool. was supposed to play soccer with robo mohsin they all ah.. but.. they nv did turn up.. we were pissed... so we played pool..

today.. woke up in the afternoon.. nice weather ah..was all cloudy.. then went out to play pool with them again,, plus jenggut and mohsin.. was okay ah.. they break fast at home then went for night prayers... yep.. then after that lepak at a coffeeshop at 201 tampines area there then went home ah...

i dun feel like goin school on monday man.. take the stupid anchor test... of all papers mother tongue.. 3hrs lehh....

k.. im off.. gonna play the sims 2...

2005-10-06T14:29:00.000+08:00

im BACK and.......

PROMOS IS OVER !! =)

yep yep... time to ENJOY now...

although im gonna get another F for chem.. i believe i will at least pass the rest of the subjects... i did put in effort this time anyway.. so whatever results i get.. i wun regret...

3 months of 'holiday'... lots lots of time to enjoy... but still have that stupid project work to do.. augh... but nvm.. its gonna be OVER soon too...

i shld be updating the blog quite frequently too from now on....

happy fasting to my buds out there ! =)

2005-08-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

end of the week.. FINALLY.

getting tired of studying on a dauly basis. really tired.

tmrw jamming. saturday workshop.boo. hopefully i can go work again..

kae.. im gonna sleep super early today.. cuz tmrw therez GP essay test... 1ST period in the morning... tsk.. my mind will still be in sleep mode then...

2005-08-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

im so DARN tired... just finished doing my part for the group GP presentation... i think i worked on it for a good solid 3 hours. now im also sleepy...

tomorrow have to wake up early for the workshop thingy with dr lee at acs(i). lazy man.. im so friggin tired to wake up so early in the morning... then evening maybe still have to go to work if hafiz is going... ahhhhhhh... crap man.. the workshop will end arnd 4 if im not wrong... after that if working... it would start at 6... till 11.. gd luck ah azfar.. dun doze off during the workshop or while working...

2005-08-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

i still have not watched wedding crashers yet.. planning to watch it by end of next week..

so many ppl stressed out lately... cuz year end exams are coming... wohoo... lets all get stressed together.. today i went for the chem remedial and again i did not find it that useful.. the lecturer is a new teacher... so she found it hard to get the whole lot of us to sit down and shut up.. so in the end.. drag drag drag and the thing ended quite late again..

so my tuition started late which meant that it will also end late... learnt curve sketching today... in relation to differenciation.. duno hw to spell it lar...

kae.. so nw im gonna hang arnd online fer awhile then im gonna bathe then SLEEP.

2005-08-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i actually feel SATISFIED after a SPA... yah.. just hope that i did the right things this time ah.. luckily its a trial.. so at least i get to know where i went wrong..

and i made it ! i jumped 220cm ! wahahaha... silver is good enough for me.. =)

lots of work to be done. bio SPA on thursday.. maths test tomorrow.. this homework.. that homework... this is fun man... i actually have the mood to do work and STUDY.... thats the way azfar ! self praise again....

kae.. enough of DISTRACTIONS... back to WORK.

2005-08-14T02:27:00.000+08:00

its 2.30am now.. and im gonna blog bout yesterday..

didn't do anything much.. woke up super late.. 11 or 12.. and then went to do PW.. i really felt that we are progressing well ah.. found all the herbs needed to go on with the project though adilah had something on...

after that.. somehow i decided to WORK... yah.. WORK.. it was 5 bucks per hour.. not bad lar actually.. the work wasn't that bad.. do some basic stuffs.. met all kinds of people there... friendly ones... snobbish ones... who cares... its part and parcel of the job.. i think im gonna work there every saturday... sunday too i hope.. but hafiz has his limitations.. cannot work on sunday lah.. cannot end work too late etc etc... wadever lar.. anyway.. LAyana accompanied us(me and hafiz) till bedok there then she went of to her silat place building.. so me and hafiz started work ah.. arnd 6 plus.. work work work till 11.30 like that... then he super tired so we took cab home.. we took this new mercedez benz cab... BUT hafiz stinks... and the driver was like agitated ah.. keep on moving his head around.. clenching his fists.. hahahaha... he IS smelly ah... kuckoo.. dunno hw to change shirt or something... hehx...

sleeping time !~

2005-08-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

im getting addicted to the sims on asri's phone.... its fun ah.. playing on a fone instead of a computer... i've NEVER played that game before.. yep..

after school went for prayers and then went to play street soccer... long time never play.. unfortunately i was wearing the pair of bulky caterpillar shoes. but hecks... nothing will stop me from playing soccer...

it was fun ah.. went with the malay gang.. asri fell down... yet again.. seems to be falling down at hockey matches, soccer... whatever sport ah...

reached home.. the bank called.. i was suppossed to go to the bank before 4.30pm today.. but reached home slightly before 5.. hehx.. apparently my address was not changed when i moved house.. i was living at a flat in hougang.. till 1989.. since then i have been living here in pasir ris.. SOMEHOW the address was not changed.. so i was wondering why i had an account when i was not even one year old yet... hmmm.. anyways.. the lady asked me to go to the bank even though it was closed.. she would be there... so i tagged my bro along.. then settled the documents.. and she gave us 2 apples, 2 pens and 2 notebooks... courtesy of POSBank ! =) hahaha... the pen looks cute...

kangyan asked me whether i want to go back and visit dunmanband.. watch them do drills.. i think they are gonna get involved ah... dunno i wanna get involved or not leh.. im not so mean anymore.. tell people do pumping... then the juniors will KPKB.. say the ex seniors extra blah blah blah... i'll see how tomorrow ah...

im off to enjoy my friday night.......

before starting to mug mug mug... havin BIO and CHEM SPA next week... #@$%!&^@!

2005-08-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

today is one of the longer days i spent mugging. yup. had school till 2.10, then ate at istanbul, then came back school and did some maths, then went for chemistry remedial and then went for maths tuition. tiring it may be. but what to do. promos coming. gonna TOP the cohort. muahaha.... some people have big ambitions... you can't blame them right ?

hmm.. still have a chunk of homework to do.. no thanks to my mei who woke up so late that day... hahaha.. =)

kae.. the chemistry wasn't really helpful... only to a small extent.. maybe the teacher was new ? i dunno. i did not gain much from it and i seriously doubt whether i wld be turning up for next week. she did not manage to finish going through all the questions lar. im here and i did do my work so i expect her to go through everything that she told us to do. and its 7 questions mind you. nevermind lar. hopefully therez a better lecturer next week.

oh.. after my tuition went to istanbul (again) to eat dinner.. my tutor treated me and alvin to dinner ! very very nice of him eh. hahaa. =) yep.. i still feel full now...

going to veron's house again this saturday to do the written report... PW really is not that meaningful to me... nothing much to it actually.. but what to do... 'graded' stuffs... but i like my group... liyana, veron, wee keat and adilah. a buch of crazy people who watches happy tree friends together and laugh at it... hehx...

rite.. gonna sleep now... nytex !~

2005-08-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

im fucking pissed off now...

i got to see my bank book recently... the account was opened in primary school.. 1995.. up till now therez only like 200 dollars in my account ? so i WAS and AM wondering where my hari raya money.. bursary awards all went to... so i asked my mum... and she said my brother never asked where his money went.. and she was like scolding me for asking... its MY fuckin money and i have the fuckin right to AT LEAST know what happened to it... kae fine.. so i slammed the fridge... and then that crazy mofo, who is my dad... come and scold me... "dun throw tantrums" blah blah blah... well hey... YOU have been throwing tantrums excuse me.. i KNOW how much u DESPISE my grandmother living in the same house as YOU... how u BLAST the radio in the mornings... U EVEN OVERTURNED THE COMPUTER AND SCREEN UPSIDE DOWN.. not once.. but FEW TIMES... do u know that ur gonna FRIGGIN DAMAGE the computer ? can't u be patient with the computer instead of just slamming it around ??? u even throw things around the room when ur annoyed.... and U are telling me not to throw tantrums ?? HELLO ? he even threatened to beat me up... well sure.. GO AHEAD... i dun mind.. i'll give my best fight...

this IS MY life... i've been living with this crap for YEARS... especially the one about my dad...

now i can't even know where my money went ??

BOTH of you are pushing me to the limits... dun test me... i've taken in enough crap... sure i may have the happy-go-lucky attitude outside of home... but at home... its a different thing...

pissed off... wanna know what i feel like doing now ? taking my bike and just cycle... cycle non-stop... enjoy the nite breeze... alone... nothing to worry about... i won't stop cycling until my legs fall apart...

only my friends and closer cousins keep my life going on....

2005-07-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

im gonna fail yet another test... chemistry... gosh... this is really bad man... few more weeks till promos... i NEED another pass... chem or bio... i SEEM to understand chem... but i can't apply what i know to the questions...

bio... dun talk about it... doing DNA now.. COMPLETELY lost...

bound for failure..

WINNING is good... boosts ur morale... played 2 netball matches yesterday... won 6-0 and 5-0.. we're on the way to the semi finals ! woot...

played softball today... won again... i think the margin was quite big ah.. we didn't play the third inning...

kae.. thats all to write... plenty of catching up to do... on things that i TRY to understand... but to no avail...

- listening to U2 - VERTIGO -

anybody wanna go shopping with me... for my long sleeve shirt for the concert ??

2005-07-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

life is really turning into one big nightmare now...

band + band + everything related to studies....

its just too much for me to take... 2'A' 2 'AO' passes... seems so far away.. and promos are only like 7 weeks away ? 7......

ANYWAY

TPJC Concert Band would be holding 'KONZERT 2005' with the TPJC Chinese Orchestra performing our guests on the 5TH of AUGUST, Friday. Venue would be Victoria Concert Hall tickets priced at S$12 and S$15. So if u are interested (i hope u are) please do not hesitate to message me or something yeah. please come ! its a GOLD band ! =)

i hate backstabbers.... u deserved to lose that match.. playing WITHOUT me... muahahaha...

2005-07-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

sunday... went to the opening ceremony of the 12th WASBE conference thingy.. sywo and sco performed.. was okay lar...

anyway... after the concert.. the few of us (me, michelle, amanda, marcus, eugene and yee keat) were hanging arnd at 7-11 citilink mall... we were walking around the store when i came across a FHM magazine... well this is MY side of the story... and its the truth ! i asked michelle "why so big ? "... i was looking at the FHM mag.. referring to pamela's anderson's boobs... then michelle.. for no reason... looked down and asked "what?"... then after doing so.... she said that "they're fake"...i was stunned for awhile lar... could'nt figure out whose (u know what...) she was referring to... so that explains the 'bewildered' look on michelle's blog.. hahaha... yeah... please read MICHELLE'S BLOG for HER side of the story.... shez biased !

hmm.. then after that went to eat at marina square... the food court is damn big man... the food was OKAY lar... nothing special... after that went home... the train ride was... erm... abit crappy... too crappy.. what the heck..we were tired anyway...

monday... went to the university of florida concert... the BEST BAND i've EVER heard... their playing was... perfect... everything was perfect... i really enjoyed the concert man... oh.. xinni's sister came... and she was like the photocopy of xinni herself man... in everyway.. attitude.. looks... cool ah... hmm... after the concert... went home...

i received my bronze medal for the sea sports carnival today ! whoo... hahaha...

2005-07-01T09:16:00.000+08:00

this week.. common test week.. and im gonna screw up.. big time.. hahaha.. i'll fail both chem and bio.. no doubt.. this really reminds me when i was in sec 1.. final year exams.. fail maths, science, lit, geog, history... ALMOST everything lar.. which probably explains why i went from 1A to 2F... really screwed up my lower sec life man... hahaa...

yesterday i went out with the 4D gang.. it was some sort of farewell gathering to see our phillipino classmate off... hez flying back to his homeland this saturday i think... and from there he will continue his studies in a university... pro huh...

but in the afternoon i went to play 2 hrs of pool... plus arcade.. plus 1 hr on the xbox... for less than 5 bucks... cheap entertainment... hahaa.. after that then went to meet the class at TM...

i was shocked man.. over 20 of us turned up ! it was the biggest most successful gathering the class ever had for the past 3 years ! lol.. aisah really did a great job lar.. it was nice seeing even more familiar faces arnd... all of them from the diff polys and jcs... and huiqi didn't bring her SAJC tie... hahaa.. i wanna see hw she looks like in her uni plus the tie...

then we went to eat at pizza hut... with justin arnd... the whole place damn noisy lar.. the few of those noisy guys speak so loudly... and we were seating right in the middle of the restaurant... hmm.. eat eat... talk talk... thats jz it lar actually... after tt... some of us went kfc.. to talk some more.. hahaha.. long time never see each other bah.. while me shafiq faiz yiming played daidee.. hahaha... then after tt took mrt home... dropped off at simei... pei sheila home... this is the 2nd time im doing so... cuz i find it interesting to talk to her... girls are kinda more matured than guys at some things... so hav to get a girl's point of view at some things... im jz crapping...

hmm.. later on... the start of band pracs... back to the routine monday, wednesday, friday band pracs... haix... then the announcement of the new committee... i dun feel like i wanna be in the comm no more... i wanna study instead... concentrate more on my bio and chem... i jz wanna be an ordinary member for once... had enuff of leadership stuffs and all that...

2005-06-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

i went to malaysia again over the weekend. stayed over at a kampong, with my cousins and uncles and all... yeah... the place was full with people... but its okay.. i like being with them..

one thing i didn't like though.. over the weekend there was a heatwave of some sort and i was under a zinc shelter throughout the heatwave.. i felt like i was in an oven man.. temperature soared above normal room temperature... but we went to a place with mountain water... then can cool down there... the mountain water is very very cold... very very nice... had fun cooling myself there... hmm.. what else did i do.. oh.. i rode a motorcycle there too.. this time i didn't crash it or something.. thankfully... hahaha... overall... had fun there..

yeterday

spent the whole day out. in the afternoon, went out with aidah to catch a movie at cineleisure. she went to watch mr and mrs smith without me... so had to settle for another movie instead... batman begins... which didn't turn out so bad after all... talk to her ah... full of nonsense... =p then she eat also got so many restrictions and all... then went to eat... accompanied her to look for her friend's b'day stuff... then she went home... we're going jurong point next time ! hahaha...kae.. then i went to meet my batch of dunmanband people at tampines mrt...

i was quite surprised actually... about 12 of us turned up i think... kevin, jeff, hwei fung, angeline, rachel, sockling, casey, azimah, li xian, jiesi, wanyi and myself.. i think i didn't miss out anybody... hmm.. went to eat at phin's steakhouse.. we took up a whole row of tables... then after eating... we went to take neoprint.. havoc lar... 12 of us inside one stupid machine... taking photos.. make so much noise.. hahaha.. we didn't realise there were people waiting to use the machine... too bad lar.. we were inside the machine till the shop half opened its shutters... the neoprints look good though... everybody like act cute act cute like that... hahaa.. well.. it'll be sometime till all of us will gather like that again... i do miss all of them...

today

sick sick sick... i hate getting sick... missed tuition... so have to go for double session tmrw... SUCKS... 4 hrs pplus of maths.... grrr.... nvm lar... i studied bio today... i NEED motivation to study for common test... i have a FEELING that i will do BADLY for CT... haix... stress stress... stress = more pimple = no good...

1 more week left....

oh.. to 889 : just say who u are leh... juz spill the beans !

2005-06-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

right.. im now gonna update on my trip to KL.. although i reached singapore 2 or 3 days ago, i didn't have much time to update my blog.. no thanks to schoolwork...

day 1 friday 10 june

we boarded the first class bus (plate number AFC 7777) . yeah.. first class. the bus was super luxurious. the whole bus carried only 16 passengers. each passenger has his own individual seat. and the seat is a massager itself and has a tv screen (those found in aeroplanes, execpt slightly bigger). cool huh.. if u wanna check out all the features just go to http://www.transtar.com.sg go to the first class sector... okay... the journey to KL took around 5 hours... upon reaching pasarakyat (thats a bus terminal) we took a cab to our hotel... hotel vistana. its not a fancy hotel.. why pay so much when ur gonna end up only sleeping in it... after resting for awhile in our room, we went to the chinatown of KL ! (petalng jaya street or sumthing... ) took a cab there... we walked around the area... LOTS of cheap fake goods man... shoes, handbags, guess, prada, nike, adidas, sunglasses... u name it they've got it... so we spent the evening there... and after walking around for so long, we went to eat dinner at one of those backstreet hawkers... the food was good lar... and very cheap too... after eating... we went back to our hotel taking the Star LRT... when i boarded the LRT and it started moving, i felt abit insecure. the rumbling of the train was too much for comfort... and the train has metal seats ( like those on OUR mrt trains.. execpt that its metal of course.. ) we alighted at titiwangsa.. which is just next to our hotel.. we spent the night in our room...

day 2

went to berjaya times square. IF im not wrong, its the biggest shopping centre in south east asia. its gigantic man... we took the KL Monorail from titiwangsa to imbi... the monorail DOES travel at a very fast speed... upon reaching the shopping centre.. we went to the IMAX theatre... watched haunted castle or something... lame show lar... but the 3D effects were nice... after the show we went into the indoor theme park ! the whole of the theme park is in the shopping center itself ! it even boasts a roller coaster... so spent the whole day in the shopping centre... nth much to elaborate...

day 3

went to the petronas twin towers... had breakfast at the suria KLCC... one of the fodcourts in it... suria KLCC is a shopping centre... we had to queue for the tickets to go up to the skybridge... after queueing for like half an hour or so... we got the tickets ! we were brought up to the 41st storey ( cuz tts where the skybridge is located)... the building itself is magnificent... made up of mostly stainless steel and glass... so after the skybridge tour... we went to PETROSAINS (its sort of discovery centre... ) which is located in the suria KLCC... the place is actually big lar... too big i think... that it becomes sort of long winded... hmm... spent dunno hw many hours inside there alone... after we're done with that...we went to eat sushi ! yummy... really enjoyed that... after eating... we went shopping........ again....... in the suria KLCC... then after we're done... we went to the little india of KL ! did another round of........... s h o p p i n g ......... hahaha..... after that then we finally went back to our hotel room...... had a good rest.... too good a rest perhaps...

day 4

i could'nt get up in the morning... lol... too tired lar... not used to shopping on a daily basis... lol... so they left without me... i stayed in the room for the whole day... dunno where they went also...

day 5

time to go home... after checking out at the hotel...we went to the bus terminal... ate our lunch there... then boarded the bus... (plate number AFC 5555 ) then go home ah.... journey took abt 5 and a half hours.. had a minor jam in singapore... then reached home arnd 8 plus at night...

a thing to note

* we travelled by the LRT system most of the time... saving money... traffic all over KL is horrible... traffic buildups all over...

TODAY

went to the ACJC concert... met up with hwa ee , samantha, michelle and amanda at VCH itself... amanda was with her friend... so i ended up with hwaee and samantha and michelle... the concert itself wasn't that bad... i was tired lar... had a long day.. so i fell asleep towards the end of the concert... going home tt time... havoc... when samantha's head becomes unstable, michelle in her usual ______ way... and hwaee becoming unstable too.... thats wad u get lar... havoc... shall nt elaborate what they did there jz nw... ahahha.. havin them arnd makes me happy... hmm... then went home with sam, clement, mazlinah, jing zhong and tt horn girl whom i forgot her name... i think we laughed almost the entire journey... no thanks to sam ah... everything also laugh... tsk tsk... hahaha... then reached home close to midnight...

okay... its 1 am now... and im having tuition tmrw morning... i hav a feeling im gonna b super late...

2005-06-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

today i met sarah leow ! yar.. and she whacked me a few times with her book. it has been ages since i last saw and talked to her face to face. kinda happy in a way lar that can see her and talk to her again after so long.

the new committee for dunmanband is set. i was quite surprised at the decision of one of the 3 heads post. nt surprised as in 'shocking' surprised, but suprised as in i had some doubts lar. but nt too many. cuz i believe that that person can change if she wanted to. and oh, its an ALL girl 3 heads. like ms chong said, its becoming more of a girls band. all those lucky guys in there nw. shucks. hmm... jiayi made it to becoming SL... i thought all along that celine would be the one. i was so wrong man. but i hav to admit, jiayi had improved alot in her playing skills. she does have a better tone now. MUCH better than before.

hmm.. today was my band interview. it WAS SUPPOSSED to be 15 minutes long. but they ( the 2 teachers, daniel, julian and the admin guy) kept me for like 35 to 40 minutes in LT1. they asked so many questions. they were literally SHOOTING me. kae, here's the situation. i was sitting on a chair, which was at the front of the LT. they were seated on the first row in the LT. they even asked me questions like " so azfar, so u got 13 points for ur o levels, why didn't u take 4 A level subjects ?" i was like... huh ? nvm lar... i didn't do too well for the interview... nvm lar.. time will tell...

no more band prac till after common test week... whatta long break. nx week is the start of my intensive maths tuition. wadever lar huh. dun feel like attending it for the full 8 days. i still have acjc concert to look forward to nx week. play pool with my classmates. sentosa outing with classmates on week 4 of june. wasbe concerts in july. yup.

its mugging time !

2005-06-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

7 days, 4 movies, 3 free ones... wahahaa... shiok... watched star wars twice, madagascar and monster in law...

madagascar is quite funny. the characters are cute. had fun watching it. moove it moove it !

monster in law was more hilarious. some dirty jokes here and there but i was laughing throughout the movie lar. heh heh. for the second time... i watched with some of the members and mr lee. oh, amazingly, some of my ex classmates were also watching the same movie at the same timeslot ! i was like so happy man seeing them. i met sheila, xueying, eugene, shamus, darren and bernard. was overjoyed seeing them, especially xueying and sheila. i have nt been talking to them for months. so i hanged out with them for awhile from the cinema till the mrt station. chatted with them all the way there, then the guys went to play DOTA. i didn't join them cuz i did nt hav much money left and also i was damn tired. so i went with sheila and xueying up to the mrt platform. dun ask me how lar, somehw i ended up walking home with sheila. had a nice chat, talked bout some things, hw the guys had grown fatter. hahaha... really man. more than 2 months without PE and look what happened. so thats it lar. sweet reunion. well, i hope that we get to meet again soon go out on another outing or something. i miss 4D.

2005-06-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

had band again yesterday... morning till 6... tiring but its okay... lunch with the section was refreshing.... played a few pieces... i think im doing quite okay lar so far...

after band.. had a nice chat with sam.. bout some probs i had been havin lately.. sometimes u jz wonder hw she keeps so calm bout things.. amazing.. anyway... wld like to thank her for hearing things out.. =)

tmrw is the tune in.. i will survive the ordeal ! i will make it through ! im just lifting up my hopes... dun bother me...

2005-05-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

this morning was like... augh... kinda reminded me of sec school days... council... band...

step in.. they throw all the shit at you.. and they expect u to do something extraordinary with the shit... wadever it is... i chose not to comment ah... jz let it be...

so me nat and grace are gonna work on the tune in... which is this friday... yah... this friday and we got to know ABIT more of the details today... shiok ah... life is full of surprises... anyway... i think we're getting along quite well with it...

yesterday watched star wars.. 2nd time... cuz i had a free ticket ! thanks to nat and pris ! hahaha.. jz the 3 of us.. went to cine to catch the show.. nat pro lar.. nx day gt national exam then the day before watch star wars.. watch already then went walk walk and eat... then went home...

my blog getting kinda boring man... nth much to update maybe... wad the heck...

2005-05-25T20:38:00.000+08:00

wohoo... im so happy...

- this week is the last week of school ! yeah !

- my class got 3RD for boys relay ! hip hip hurray ! 3rd amongst all the JC1 teams leh... nt bad lor... hahaha... wohoo !! so im gonna receive a medal or something ! wohoo... hahahaha... just few weeks ago pick up kayaking and canoeing and then can win something already... song bo...

-i've cleared all my hwk ! hahaha... execpt for holiday hwk... kaox.. alot sia... and mrs foong is taking DAMN LONG to mark the stupid maths faculty test... basket sia... if i have to wait till 2nd week of june holidays to get back the test paper ah... im gonna go bonkers...

holidays holidays holidays.....

2005-05-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

had sea sports carnival heats just now... had fun ah... but some events sucked...

like dragonboating... what the hell happened man.. dun wanna talk abt it..

then comes the doubles.. i think we did well ah... we came in third... me and zi xiang WERE in second place... then this 2 f*ckers cut INTO our path.. we were going straight... they cut in from the back... assholes... was damn pissed off with that... bcuz of tt we came in 3rd... B.H... i HOPE we can make it to the finals.. please please... i really wanna make it through man...

then rafting... the 6 of us... can bet its the fastest in tt heat ah... BUT after we made the roundabout we ran into another raft.... %$#@^... so we were practically PUSHING them to the finish line.. its hard to manouvre 3 canoes... then when we were out of the way.. we somehw lost control and ended at the wrong part of the beach... dots.... we were in 2nd place... dunno whether we were disqualified or not...

then finally relay boys... the FINAL heats event... hahaa.... there were only 3 classes.. including S05... me and zi xiang were the first pair to start off for the team... when the race started... we and another class were like racing neck to neck... the last class were trailing... far away... then at the turning point, i managed to turn the canoe arnd faster than them... so we were leading... then i dunno wad happened ah... they capsized ! wahahaha... so with the last team trailing by far... we won the race ! but we still raced like normal ah cuz the timing still goes on... hopefully can make it to the finals too...

anyway while doing the doubles race... i nearly caused the canoe to capsize... hahhaa.. heng arh... it was already tilting to one side... and some water was already flowing into the canoe... but somehow we managed to stabilise the canoe... if it had capsized ah... i wld feel guilty forever man... cause i was the one that is steering the canoe...

okay.. im pooped man.. homework piling yet again...

2005-05-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

went kayaking jz nw ! now i noe the difference between a kayak and a canoe...

kayaking alone is kinda scary at first lar... the weather wasn't that good either... the waves were pretty strong.. but i made it thorough somehow... great workout man...

anyway.. before kayaking.. met haiwal at mcdonalds@east coast beach... while we were sitting at the seats facing the playground... we saw this pretty woman... from the back view lar... we agreed that the woman was pretty.. then when she tured around ah.. guess what.. it was fiona xie ! wahahaa..

she and this guy were doing a shoot in the area lar... the guy had a big toy hammer... and he was carrying it whereever they went..

then the fiona and the guy and the cameraman went outside the mcCafe area there... looking for those with dogs... so me and haiqal joined some of my class people who were already seated near where fiona was... so we watched ah... then suddenly the cast went to my direction ! and fiona was doing the shoot just behind me ! less than a metre ! i think the camera might have caught a glimpse so me too ! wahahaha... fiona really looks pretty man ! so look out for the show ah.. might see my face... benjamin told me it was a Channel U show... i dunno... im gonna watch tt show from nw on... hahaa..... then after the shoot while fiona was walking past the group of us... she made eye contact with me ! hahahaha.. i smiled at her... then she smiled back... cool sia...

kae lar... gonna sleep now... nitex !

fiona fiona fiona... lol !

2005-05-14T08:30:00.000+08:00

i slept at 8PM yesterday... was so darn tired man...

later im going canoeing/kayaking again ! i still can't differentiate whats a kayak and whats a canoe... bbbbbbbuuuttt... the weather now doesn't look so good..... well... hope that it'll remain this way...

college day is coming up... rehearsals sucked...

i failed a suppossedly simple bio test... badly...

i got 8/15 for a maths open book test... lol...

anyway... yesterday band... dunno why almost everybody in the section was in a good mood ah.. laughed alot man... really had fun destressing myself... bimbo... C.B... hahaha...

row row row ur boat.. gently down the stream....

2005-05-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

yeahh.. TPJC band got a gold ! we ARE as good if not BETTER than ACJC, RJC and VJC. they got gold too... muahaha...

anyway.. i actually broked down yesterday... yeah... hard to believe... but i did. there were like tears... yeah... last time that happened was a blue moon ago.... shan't elaborate on that... few ppl would understand... an emotional scar has been made... it will remain in my heart... but what can i do ?

- im in a GOLD band... gold gold gold... heh heh heh...... -

2005-05-05T06:51:00.000+08:00

SYF day today......

aimin' for GWH.....

2005-04-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

another day of band... i was kinda depressed bout something...

hmm.. after that went kayaking ! damn fun ! heh heh heh... at least the canoe didn't overturn or anything... and i didn't try to drown myself... me and zi xiang.. well.. im quite confident of making it to the finals... just giv us a few hours more of practice... we'll make it... ferarri... muahahaa...

after that we (some ppl from S05) went to suntec ! yea... we were hungry... so we ate there... eat eat eat... talk crap crap crap... then after that we were sorta broke... but we decided to play pool anyway.. so we went to marina square... the place when fully operational... i can gurantee it will be an instant hit ! the place is like so hip man ! the design is like so cool.... they practically renovated THE ENTIRE INTERIOR of the building... cool huh... so we played pool ah... then after that go home..

tomorrow sound check at SCH.... reporting in the morning... in SCHOOL UNIFORM.... $%&@)^)*@#*$&#)Q$&#$*)Q#$^*)#^%$)#$*&$(*#^$#^$%(@#^@_#*&@_)^$#$*%(%

kae lar... i shld be sleeping now... exhausting day...

4 more days.....

2005-04-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

woo.. im learning tennis for SPE ! hehx...

5 more days to go... 5 more days....

dr lee offered us an incentive... IF we were to get gold with honours... hez gonna treat us buffet at grand hyatt !

memorise gloriosa ? crazy lar.. considering i dun hav a good memory... so heck ah... somethings are really out of bounds for me man... sorry sam... but i memorised singapore rhapsody already ! and some parts of gloriosa !

lets see... throughout the last 4 or 5 weeks... i really improved loads on my clar playing skills... such as my tone ! i can also reach high notes without going flat... muahaha...

gonna sleep now...

GWH GWH GWH GWH GWH

2005-04-28T03:47:00.000+08:00

revive me ! =p

1 more week to SYF... 7 days...

i WILL make it.....

ENDURE !

2005-04-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

im sooooo tired...

exhausted.....

sleeping early doesn't help.......

i hope i can manage my bio test tomorrow......

mentally physically exhausted.

2005-04-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

band practice is INTENSIFYING...

taking up more and more of my time ! homework homework homework.... im drowning.... toss me a life jacket...

anyway... im taking part in a few events for sea sports carnival ! and i dun even know how to paddle a kayak or whatsoever ! congratulations !

ahahahha.... honestly... im more afraid of the canoe getting overturned... i might und up under the canoe... nevermind ah... sea sports carnival sounds like loads of fun fun fun and more fun...

dragonboat racing - the whole class is taking part... racing against other classes in the faculty... hw the heck are we gonna get 22 people to row together ??! hahahaha..

i also signed up for rafting... and men's double kayaking or something... partnering zi xiang.. hope its gonna be a good alliance... im gonna need lots of practice man.. to get to know how to use the paddle blah blah blah... whoz an expert at this ?? give me advice man !

less than 2 weeks to syf.. time really flies when ur FULLY occupied... way to go azfar... u only JUST realised that... hahaa..

oh... my chem tutor moved the make up lessons from thursdays to tuesdays... wow... and now it clashes with my maths make up lessons... wtg... u rock ! so now im gonna have to SACRIFISE my double break periods on tuesdays for her make up lessons... boo...

the only reason i am able to blog is because i've cleard my homework ! for the week only ah... a new wave of tutorials and assignments coming my way... and then its back to square one....

im gonna sleep EARLY today..... hopefully....

- shez gone again............ -

2005-04-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

didn't go to school today.. stomach upset.. and i missed the masterclass which is going on now.. suay ah.. of all the days it had to happen today... boo...

had an interesting conversation with the doctor today... she asked me what subject comination i took. i told her that i took bio, chem and maths. she pondered for awhile and then said that its possible to take up medicine. she said there was this quota system in place at the universities, which somehow makes it slightly easier for me to enter the course. interesting eh... i can become a doctor if i work hard enough.. hahaha.. she then asked me what i wanted to take in uni. i told her i was interested in dentistry. though she told me that that was not a bad choice either, she was encouraging me to take up medicine. she told me that there was this indian girl who got 2 'a's and 2 'b's and could enter uni.. not bad lar..

soooooo, whatever it is i have to study hard right ? right.

2005-04-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

today went out for the whole day...

- band -

hmm.. this syf judge for secondary school band came for the masterclass... hez a japanese ah.. the chubby one.. well.. hez quite a funny chap ah... learnt quite a few things from him.. hw to improve the songs tt we're playing.. so hope it works....

after that... sectionals... beautiful ! hahaa... winks... hmm... then after that had a lil talk with mr lim... then finish ah...

- movie -

then met up with pris... mumble ! =x watch pacifier at cathay... hahahaa.. funny ah the movie.. he has a nice body man... cool... the baby was cute too... then walk walk... then met up with daryl, nat and jeremy.... the rest were still playing LAN at PARK LANE... somebody told me to go PARK MALL... hahaha.. crap... anway.. met up at PS... eat then go back to tampines and guess what we did.. we played LAN again... wahahaa... played till about 11 plus then go home ah...

k.. nth else to blog i think... tired ahh...

- the truth hurts ! - =)

2005-04-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

"band number 113... dunman secondary school.... GOLD ! "

yeps... dunmanband is a gold band now ! feel so happy for them... and for ms chong too... she always believed in us... after maintaining the silver standard for a decade if im not wrong... we finally clinched the gold ! wohoo....

ms chong was definitely overwhelmed with joy... finally a double gold feat... hmm... LOTS of people crying... i nearly cried too... everywhere dunmanbandits crying... sad lah see them cry... but this time cry was for a different reason than 2 years ago... then i was shocked cuz somebody did something to me... not a rude kinda shock... but more of the other way round... hehx...

oh.. in the BUS... i was tortured man... and im pretty sure the bus captain was too... hahaha.. those crazy girls... NAMELY angela, germaine, islin... lol... were SINGING and SCREAMING for the ENTIRE journey... i think im partially deaf now... some of my nerves inside may have popped or sumthing... hahahaa... but i got to vent out some of my frus on lee teng a.k.a minah ! shez fun to disturb ah....

enter dunman secondary school... celebrations ! mrs neo and mrs mah were there... together with the sec 1s who had waited patiently for the band to arrive... cute... then they had these party poppers and spray... basically.. they messed up everything ah.... then they had a buffet... and alot of fooling around time...

anyway... the most touching part was when the band sang ' i love u... u love me.. we are happy family.............. ' to ms chong... that was REALLY touching man...

didn't really had the chance to congratulate my section people... most of them could'nt get over it... so like that ah...

so CONGRATULATIONS DUNMANBAND UPON RECEIVING THE GOLD AWARD ! U GUYS MADE US EX-SENIORS REALLY PROUD ! =)

2005-04-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... band is getting kind of.... weird... strange.... my section i mean lar... in just 1 day... i felt kinda insecured somehow ? its like... there'z 'things' goin on between certain people... haix.. nevermind lar... we'll see how it goes....

im really struggling to get a grip on chem ! mrs lee goes on VERY fast in tutorials.. shez like a train and im the one running to chase it... hopeless case... but i shall persevere...

i still like her..... still do.... i do i do i do..... but but but... hahahaa... well... how should i put this to words.... i dunno what to do abt it at the moment ? heh heh... wadever lar azfar... time will tell...

homework list keeps on growing and growing... with the time im spending in band... its getting really tough to get things done... but im hanging on tight !

2005-04-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

woooo... been VERY busy with JC life.. hahaha... tuition... band... catching up... damn... im gonna lag in my social life... which is not good... nvm..i'll be able to cope.. soon i hope...

today went back to dunman after tpjc band... listen to dunmanband play.. in the hall... well... they sounded pathetic ah... but they had a very very long day... lunchtime concert... then the sec 4s had a mock test or something... well... excuses ? u decide... just a FEW more days to their SYF.. these type of things... can shove studies aside one lar.. i really hope they do get the gold... with honours is a bonus... u guys are capable of doing it !

hmm... i must say that im very fortunate to have such seniors man... very tolerant of my blurness... hahaha.. they teach me new things all the time... make me hav a sense of belonging to the band... without them... i dunno hw im gonna survive in band man...

WASBE2005... tickets going on sale... very cheap... but as dr lee had said... therez a catch.. have to go for ALL 14 concerts... which will cost a total of 135 DOLLARS... i dun even noe whether i can go or not sia... haix.. its alot of money...

well... its really hard to update and backtrack to the days that i've not updated... so i've decided to forget abt it and not blog abt them... hehx...

k lar... thats all... i still have band tomorrow morning... and its like 11.30pm now... so im gonna slack awhile and im off to dreamland... buaix !~

2005-04-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

wooo ! i love my timetable... hahaha... just hope that friday can leave school at 12.10... wooo...

okay.. today went back to visit dunmanband... anyway.. dunman secondary had a half-day today... cuz MY batch of sec 4 students produced very very good results.... so the principal declared today half day schoolin... hahaha... cool huh...

hmm.. about dunmanband... they played MUCH better thankfully than the other day during band camp... though there ARE SOME MINOR things that i feel that they can IMPROVE..... yeah... like follow the tempo.. dun rush... well.. the way they played today... im confident they can get gold... IF they play like today ah... the volume especially... sure can get gold... =) well.. i hope they dun become like my SYF tt time.. starting of fate of gods.. we kinda SCREWED UP... so... i hope they dun do the same thing...

okay... some problem though... i have classes till 2.10 on SYF day for dunman.. so i think im gonna skip bio tutorial and gp.. then maybe tag along with the band.. i duno lar.. hav to consult the rest on this...

2005-03-31T09:56:00.000+08:00

my false tooth dropped off the other day.. so the dentist had to make a new one.. hahaa..

anyway.. my comp broke down.. updating from school library...

ermx.. yesterday went to acjc concert... with samantha, nadia, hwaee, mei ling, grace and samantha.. quite fun ah.. nice concert btw... then after the concert things started to go bad.. people getting pissed off.. then me and mei ling wanted to act pissed off too.. for no apparent reason... hahaa.. but heck ah.. we decided nt to do it.. ermx... while walking to the mrt station.. i tried to tell them my story on how i broke my tooth... and it was FREAKING irritating to tell the whole TRUE story ! hgahahah... they had severe hearing problems ah... thats why... i slipped.. not slept.. its soccer ball... not that ball.. hahaha... anyway in the end.. i managed to tell samantha and mei ling how i actually broke my tooth... hehx.. then had a nice chat with samantha... contemplating whether i wanna join band or not... argh.. tough times.. hmm.. then in the end.. i decided ah...

so.. dunno hw the heck im gonna play with a false tooth.. wahahaa... i dun wanna end up breaking it again... and again... it hurts lor...

okay.. im gonna go back to my revision... shld be updating again when my comp returns.... which i hope will be soon... ciaox !

2005-03-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

my tooth is fixed !

but still... its sort of a permanent 'injury'.. haix.. i CAN'T play the clarinet at the moment... what if i can't play it forever ??? arrgghh.. frustrated man... i can't even use that tooth to eat and bite solid things... so my eating time is increased... greatly... well.. what to do.. whats done is done... the other guy i clashed it only escaped with a cracked shoulder or something..

oh.. about the operation thingy... the dentist said that my tooth was broken.... BADLY... hahaha.. he was emphasizing that.. for a good 5 to 10 minutes... he was thinking what to do to my tooth... he could pluck out the remaining of the tooth or this process called 'crowning'... it was broken so badly that therez this nerve endings that is visible... no wonder i felt intense pain all the while.. so he sort of started doing a patch up job.. major one... he kept on applying medicine and poking my nerve endings... augh.. the pain.. really unbearable man... the tool he used was this pointed thingy... he used that to apply medicine to the nerve endings so that i would not feel so much pain.. but it helped a little ah... then he patched me up layer after layer... using this UV light thingy to harden the layers.. and in the end.. its done ! hahaa.. then he used another device to make my tooth look natural...

at least now i can talk properly ! and i can eat ! hahaha... i did not eat anything from around 3 plus yesterday till today afternoon...

i hope i can play the clarinet again... though i can't grip too tightly.. the tooth my get chipped or break.. sad sad sad....

2005-03-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

well.. i hav a busted tooth.. my upper front tooth got chipped.. so only half of the tooth remains stuck in the gum... i really look like crap...

well.. i collided with this guy whilst playing soccer...and i landed on my tooth.. SOMEHOW.. so thats it ah...i was flying man... for that almost 1 full second.. and sadly.. im gonna miss out tmrw on school... heard its cca orientation... hw the heck am i suppossed to get a cca then ??

but heck... when therez a will therez a way...

i juz feel like crap..

2005-03-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to play xbox at downtowneast... twice.. first time i went there i was with royce... the 2nd time i went there with my brother..

and guess who i met there... mr bernard.. lol.. he is dunman secondary school's discipline master... wahahaha.. he was playing the xbox with his children... he was like laughing and smiling alot.. weird huh if u ask dunmanites... we dunmanites do not see that side of him often...

hmm.. i also met alot of xlysians there.. they were from my graduating batch.. it was like a mini reunion like that ah..

anyway.. the orientation at tpjc was really boring.. ended up hanging around the school with those ex damai people.. hahaha.. crappy people ah... therez this chinaman who is a malay.. this guy whoz shorter than me.. then this guy who was with the same school as me when we were in kindergarten.. i think... hahaha.. and therez syafiq... the guy who seems to noe everybody around and is my ex primary schoolmate...

well.. today is good friday... what does good friday symbolise.. im clueless... somebody shed a light or something ?

2005-03-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

well.. tpjc orientation kinda sucked.. very messy.. chaotic.. the OGLs didn't get things under control well enough... HOPEFULLY tomorrow would be much better... or else im leaving sooner than in the schedule...

hmm.. there were SO MANY dunmanites posted to tpjc... just not used to seeing so many familiar faces in school... hahaa.. well in the end i hanged out with damai sec people for the day.. great bunch of people.. one of them is my kindergarten friend... i also hav another friend there... used to study at the same religious school with him... then therez some primary school friends... nice reunions lar...

over at mjc... heard there were quite a lot of dunmanites too.. faiz made it there somehow... lol.. sheila and xueying were there too.. thought that they wanted to go to a poly instead... nvm.. im not regretting not putting mjc as my first choice...

now subject combi.. im havin a dilemma... i dunno whether to take physics chem... or chem bio... somebody HELP me... tell me the pros of each combi...

IF i take physics chem... i will definitely struggle.. considering that i dun offer pure science subjects... but i talked to the respective HODs.. they said since my grade is a 1 for comb sciences.. it should not be a problem...

IF i take chem bio.. i dun think i would struggle much.. cuz i do offer pure bio.. and would have to cope with chem only.. but then again.. i would hav lesser choices at university later on...

OR i could do triple sciences or F maths... BUT.. i will die if i take triple.. the HOD said so... lol... and after a chat with the F maths teacher... im really considering not taking f maths at all... the teacher said that F maths is more like a new subject... wadever u learnt in sec sch won't help u much in most of the topics as they're new... she also said that amaths questions are straightfowrard compared to F maths questions... hahahaa.. the way she said it was as though amaths was simple like that... HOWEVER... she also said that 95% of students taking F maths get at least an A in the A levels... wow...

kae... so i need to consider... physics chem... or chem bio... think think think....

2005-03-22T05:27:00.000+08:00

just got back from chalet... im gonna go back there again later on in the day... went home cuz i wanna bathe.. thats all... toilet there share with too many people ah... hahaa..

am i falling for her again ? i duno how she would react if i were to to tell her that i like her... yea.. weird maybe... but it'll be really interesting to know how she would react... hehx...

okay.. few more hours till the posting results are out.. tpjc tpjc... hope i can get in....

- not again ! - =)

2005-03-18T08:22:00.000+08:00

wednesday :

i went to a children's home.. together with nadiah, shikin, haiqal, nabilah, hanafy and some year 3 students from MI.. kinda called charity work ah.. im so angelic.. anyways.. we were suppossed to organise some mini games and play with the kids.. gosh.. some of them are cute and adorable man.. haha.. but the visit made me realise therez lots of kids out there that are much less fortunate than i am..

so anyway after the thing which ended in the afternoon.. my classmates and i went to heartland mall and ate at pizza hut.. it was the lunch express thingy.. and cheap too.. i paid like 10 bucks but and ate almost the whole pizza and lots of other stuff ah.. ate to the max man... hahaa... then after that went home.. very tired..

yesterday :

ruth had planned to go sentosa.. but eventually it was cancelled.. so decided to watch a movie with some other classmates instead.. a day filled with MANY surprises... ended up seeing 3 of my guy friends having girlfriends already... wahahaha... okay.. first it was haiqal then it was hafiz then ching sian ! wahahahaha... funny man...

kk... so we watched in good company... had wanted to watch spongebob.. but nvm.. the movie was quite nice.. good plot ah.. oh.. before the movie.. played pool for an hour or so... found a new way to shoot the ball... MUCH more accurate man... heh heh heh...

hmm.. then asri joined us... then some of us went to meet up with elson ruth shu xian fizah and jamine... ate at seoul garden... wahahaha... i spent 50 bucks in a day... while we were at the counter at seoul garden.. asri was shocked that he had to pay arond 22 bucks... so he decided not to eat... hahahaa.. crap... in the end he ate for free though... lol... value for money sia.. seoul garden for free... wow.. then fizah that gundu.. bring camera but the battery flat.. dumb sia.. hahaha... so we had to find batteries after we ate...

after eating to the max yet again in 2 days... i think i've put on sum weight.. hahaa..

anyway... after seoul garden... we walked around... then suddenly jamine said she needed to buy an ipod mini... for her brother or something ah.. so we walked to lucky plaza.. she said she knew somebody there that sells the ipod... so we bought the batt from 7-11.. then jamine went to buy her stuff while the rest of us were at the entrance there taking pics... lots of them.. hahahaha... crap lar.. elson and fizah took photos of a photo... whatever that means.. hahaha... then after jamine was done we went to paragon... took some more photos there... i can actually walk under those metal figurines at the entrance without my head banging onto it... man.. im short... wahahaa.. then after that went home... took a bus... yah... can sleep...

but in the bus.... therez this group of bangladeshi drunkards... hahahaha... crap sia... this guy kept sticking his toungue out leh... yucks... then his friend had to hug him to prevent him from doing anything stupid... wahahha... looks like gay... whatever... ahaha...

FIZAH ! i want the photos !! RUTH ! organise another outing !!

- 500 smses for u... crazy fella... hahahaa... =) -

2005-03-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

although it happened like what... 1 year ago ? i must be lying if i were to say that i dun regret the decision that i made... everything in my life then was in a mess... i could'nt settle down... my life was in a rush then... studies... cca... friends... plus U... it really was a big mess... maybe shld'nt hav gotten together in the first place.. but it was irresistable....

i still keep the cards that u gave to me.... cute lar.... read them from time to time... besides that... the memories will forever remain fresh in my mind... although it lasted for awhile.. it was still fun... still remember the first day... that stupid concert... that fateful night... funny crap la.. sms sms then become till wad... maybe we were drunk ? hahaha... =p

okay.. dunno why im writing all these...

out of boredom ? maybe........

out of love ? maybe...........

cuz ur desperate ? hecks... U decide lar... i noe the real reason why im writing all these down... =p

anyway... now i think we're like 2 worlds apart... therez such a big gap amongst me and my juniors... that sometimes... i juz feel that im an outcast in 'their' world... alienated... guess i hav to get used to being an alien....

2005-03-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

man.. damn pissed.. my hotmail account was hacked... yeah.. hacked.. i cldn'nt log into it just now... but luckily i have my ways to reset my password... resetting all my other account passwords too.. yahoo etc etc...

heck about that... today went to play bowling... arcade... xbox... ate at sakura... fun day today ah.. but the weather was like damn hot lar... then therez the smell of something burning in the air... stinko...

tomorrow.. wanted to go to marina square... walk walk... pool or bowl... but kinda last minute ah... then everybody like booked already... wad da heck... hope i can find sumthing to do tmrw... or else im gonna rot... =p

ok.. trying to chill now... if i EVER get to know who that hacker is... augh... chill azfar.... chill... hehx... ciaox... !

=== moose !! ===

2005-03-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

augh... today is kinda the last day in school... therez still 2 days or so in term 2.. but i doubt many people would be coming...

and i didn't turn up for school today... cuz i could'nt speak in the morning... literally.. my throat hurts like fruck... and my body.. aching everywhere... and its only because of 2 reasons...

PE on wednesday... did push ups.. then jumping jacks... then run 3 or 4 rounds... then back to the push ups and so on.. did the same thing like 5 or 6 times ? yeah... then after that played street soccer... wasn't that bad... did some light running... scored 3 goals...

thurday... played badminton for 4 hours plus straight... non stop.. lolx.. there was a small break though... i learnt to play tennis... with gangster and jamine and her friend... i realised that u dun need to hit the ball hard to make it travel far... interesting...

so yeah... thats all lar... should have stopped myself when i was already tired.. hecks... now im suffering.. hahaa.. strepsils doesn't help much... so i think im gonna drop by the polyclinic tomorrow to get some cough syrup...

tomorrow morning... might be going to shing shiong at tekka mall... might lar...

therez a few things i wanna do throughout the holidays...

- go out with MI people... OG9... 05S7... and it must hav lotsa ppl going... the more the merrier...
- watch movies
- play soccer
- hang out more with O5S7...

i just love O5S7 lar... the people in it... haiqal, hilmi, ruth, fizah, elson, jamine, asri, hafiz, nadiah, sean, shikin, nabilah, hanafy, ms zaibah, stephanie, adel, my schoolmates and OG 9 peepx.. layyian, khai, kai, carolyn, jacquerine, ching sian, colin, melissa, sakq, karen, farah, farhan, all the people whom i played soccer with in PE, the people i played with in badminton, people whom i've talked to in school.... basically... i've made so many friends im MI that... i feel reluctant to leave the school... the people in it are juz great... i've made so many friends that i feel secure whenever im in school... its like therez always somebody to talk to wherever u are in school... those people i mentioned above... hav played a great part in making life at MI an enjoyable experience... there were lots of laughter and so on... haix... its hard to part and go our own seperate ways...

therez some other personal things that went on at MI... but im not gonna pen it down here... hehx... only a few people noe about those... nt few.. maybe less than 4 people... hahaa.. too bad.. =p

im gonna miss MI.... alot....

2005-03-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

registered for the pae thingy already... i put tpjc as my first choice... mjc 2nd.. nyjc 3rd... it seems to be in reverse order.. but im jz followin my heart... =p so im nt listening to the 'other voices'... hehx..

well... today i made a comeback to brtc... hav not been there for a few months... brought along hilmi and sean with me.. ching sian bastard sia.. never come.. play pool.. with gf... cfm... asshole.. hahaha... anyway.. we won ah.. WITHOUT YOU ching sian.... hahahaha... =p tiring ah.. played for like 3 hrs sia... non stop... but it wuz a great workout.. scored 4 goals in all... became the keeper too... can challenge sean for the paya lebar punggol fc keeper 1st choice... lol..

the lactic acid seems to be building up in my body now.. my body's gonna ache.. ALOT.. tomorrow morning... hahaa..

im gonna stay online fer awhile now.... so cya guyz online !

oh.. i love hammie alot man... shez jz soooo cute and adorable.... =)

2005-02-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

first of all.. THANK YOU GOD !

alright... so my results were kinda unexpected... i never dared dream of cush a result lar.. to sum ppl it might nt be good or anything.. but to me... it wuz a nice surprise... so herez the breakdown of my results :

ENGLISH LANGUAGE: B3
COMBINED HUMANITIES : A2
MATHEMATICS : A1
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS : B3
BIOLOGY : B4
SCIENCE (PHY/CHEM) : A1
MALAY : B3

so yeah... thats it lar... L1R5 = 13 ... so TPJC here i come ! lol... im considering the options lar... 12 choices... thats a lot... so im gonna think real hard abt it....

2005-02-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

CHELSEA ARE THE CARLING CUP CHAMPIONS

2005-02-27T13:38:00.000+08:00

in case i dun come back online tonight... wish me luck for tomorrow...

2005-02-27T11:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday.. went to sentosa in the late afternoon... kinda last minute thing i guess... so had to ditch hilmi.. hehx.. aniways.. went there for council bbq... palawan beach... not bad lar... food was great... had lotsa activities... they actually booked this whole place sia... therez chairs tables and all that... so met up with my juniors though im only close to some of them... sum of them were juz whacky man... crapped alot... so spent the night there... reached home at 12.30am like tt... we went to tampines interchange mac for sum supper... kinda hungry... so that explains why i reached home so late...

today.. goin out again... for yet another bbq... later on in the late afternoon again... so yea... gonna take a nap now..

2005-02-25T17:18:00.003+08:00

walking to LT

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an artpiece...

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physics home tutor.. mr yuen

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we bring glory to millenia !

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some of my classmates....

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haiqal, ching sian, hilmi with retarded looks...

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nadiah and i....

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the malay guys of 05S7 with our home tutor...

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hilmi, elson and fizah...

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e school bookshop

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2 retards...

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view from 4th floor... the assembly ground/netball court

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act cool...

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all hail the badminton 'pro'

2005-02-25T17:12:00.003+08:00

ernest

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my sch is surrounded by lots of these houses...

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asri & gangster